Jag ramlade över en gammal låt i Itunes eftersom jag allt som oftast bara brukar låta den spela igenom det jag har. Jag saknar inte den tiden då jag lyssnade på den här musiken, det var nog den hemskaste tiden i mitt liv. Och man känner sig ledsen av den här musiken, men ibland tror jag bara att jag måste låta mig själv få vara ledsen för att kunna orka ta tag i allt och ta mig upp igen. Jag älskar den här låten fortfarande.






I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I feel these four walls closing in
My face up against the glass
I'm looking out... hmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
Its greener pastures I'm thinking about hmm
Wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but, not feel scared

[Chorus:]
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
Run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses!
Oh yeah yea

I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare back, care free along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumping head first headlong without a thought
To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but, not feel scared
Hoohhh woah woah

[Chorus:]
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses!
Oh yeah yea

I wanna run too.
Hohhh woah oh woah oh

Breaklessly abandoning my self before you

I wanna open up my heart tell him how I feel

[Chorus:]
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love, like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses, run with the wild horses! [X2]
Hooaah woah oh woah
Yeah

I wanna run with the wild horses

"The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not
it's being shaped right now.
You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices
or you can fight back.
Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is,
but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question.
What's worse, not getting everything you wished for or getting it
but finding out it's not enough?
The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase,
the choices you make and the person you decide to be.
The rest of your life is a long time, and the rest of your life starts right now."

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad.
The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days.
And, of course when faced with the unknown,
most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad.
But, once in a while, people push onto something better.
Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone.
And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in.

Or to give someone a second chance.

"But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do"

Vissa dagar känns allting så självklart, då vet man precis vad man borde göra. Andra dagar vet man att det man borde inte alltid är det man vill. Men för det mesta har man inte aning om vad som är rätt eller fel.

"I dont know if I could stand another hand upon you.."

Idag är en sån dag då allting är självklart, då jag vet vad jag borde göra. Men imorgon vet jag att det inte är vad jag vill. Det gör så ont att jag bara vill skrika rakt ut, så ont..

"And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call.."

Vänskap gör ont. Du gör ont. But I guess I'll always be there..
if ever you should call..

"Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real,
when you woke up you didn't know what to believe?

What would you do if what you thought was true, wasn't?
And what you thought wasn't true, was?

Would you retreat into your dreams
with the hope of finding a more perfect reality?

Sometimes life is stranger than a dream,
and the only way to wake up is to face what lies are hidden in your soul.

And you can only hope that in those moments of dark reflection,
that you are not alone."

"Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true.
You know it's the greatest moment of your life
and you get to experience it with one person.
Who's standing next to you?"

För mig kan det bara finnas en människa som jag håller närmast hjärtat,
hur mycket jag än älskar någon annan.

Only one person who can make my moments complete.

And I wish it mattered to you.

Skulle aldrig ha tagit så mycket saker förgivet,
skulle ha tagit vara på alla de timmar, minuter, sekunder jag fick.

Såg nyss en underbart bra film, The brave one, 
men vad som träffade mig var musiken i slutet.
What would I do without the music? Cause it always speaks to me.